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Sun, 02 Dec 2012 02:24:17 -0500

alittlepinkbow:

cliterallysame:

Street Compliments

tears are pouring from my eyes

I am crying. I am such a sap. I am also super sleepy.

I ain't even mad, though.

Sun, 02 Dec 2012 02:17:47 -0500

this isn’t about you
or me
or getting what i want; or what i think i deserve

this is about me and God
why would i even deserve that right now
i don’t deserve that
not right now

i’m not okay with that though
that’s the problem
so how am i supposed to get out of this
this funk
this mess
this messed up way of thinking
that i deserve something that i don’t

i wanna make questionable choices
and not be questioned

i dont want to have to worry
i dont want a conscious
i dont want consequence

i just want to live
i am restless
restless as hell

i’ve never felt like this before
.

KIK ME

Fri, 23 Nov 2012 00:05:10 -0500

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Thu, 01 Nov 2012 01:40:51 -0400

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Thu, 01 Nov 2012 01:36:32 -0400

weneedsalt: the number of times i think “i don’t care” while people are talking to me is really...

Thu, 01 Nov 2012 01:32:27 -0400

weneedsalt:

the number of times i think “i don’t care” while people are talking to me is really getting out of hand

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Thu, 01 Nov 2012 01:31:59 -0400

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 18:53:34 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

before shaving my legs: i don't want to no they're not thAT PRICKLY ITS FINE I'LL JUST WEAR SWEAT PANTS FOREVER NOBODY WILL TOUCH MY LEGS ANYWAY I H A T E S H A V I N G

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 18:53:23 -0400

before shaving my legs: i don't want to no they're not thAT PRICKLY ITS FINE I'LL JUST WEAR SWEAT PANTS FOREVER NOBODY WILL TOUCH MY LEGS ANYWAY I H A T E S H A V I N G
after shaving my legs: praise jesus i am such a sexual creature everyone should be stroking my legs why didn't i do this earlier everythinG IS AMAZING

the-absolute-best-posts: This is a great blog to follow,...

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 18:53:13 -0400

the-absolute-best-posts:

This is a great blog to follow, seriously

So now when you do Alt + Reblog, the reblog symbol turns green, "explodes" and then disappears.

Sun, 09 Sep 2012 15:59:40 -0400

blackhawkinbudapest:

incestuous-lesbianponies:

laurarw:

I THOUGHT THIS WAS KIDDING SOGMLASG

Not anymore bitches.

It’s all okay.

Sat, 08 Sep 2012 13:46:07 -0400

It’s all okay.

Why in the world can you not take responsibility for YOUR PART IN YOUR UNHAPPINESS? It is not...

Mon, 03 Sep 2012 22:08:00 -0400

Why in the world can you not take responsibility for YOUR PART IN YOUR UNHAPPINESS? It is not everyone else’ fault but you’re own.

When has that ever been true in anyone’s life… EVER? That would be a dream world. A fictional place. Something that will never happen because we are sin-filled humans, and until we come to realize that we need to be able to humble ourselves then we will always be unhappy… and always be blaming OTHER PEOPLE for that.

Others are responsible for OUR happiness?
I’m sorry but I’m sure demographics could show that throughout our entire life - only a FRACTION of our lives and time spent is with others, and the rest by ourselves… so we have every power available us to change our attitude because our circumstances are what we make them to be.

We change quicker than we can catch up to see.
It’s self destructive.

You’re self destructing. As a SISTER IN CHRIST this breaks my heart.
Because I know that you will see it one day… but I think that it will be way too late for you. I don’t think that you will have anyone left to hang around and give you that one last chance.

Why bother abusing the privilege of friendships? People don’t have to stick around but they know you’d break if they left. They’re fake to your face because they don’t want you to know what they really think. They disagree with what you do, and they find the way you talk disgusting. They love you enough to push past it- but I don’t think that’s real love. That’s fear. Fear drawn into them by actions that you’ve created over time.

We change quicker than we can catch up to see.
It’s manipulating to use people that way.

Do you have photos of the show Afrocka 2011?

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 01:21:31 -0400

Nope. I wasn’t a part of it. I quit.

hayalixx! its rachel! how do u find cool thems? just started tumblr!!!!

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 01:21:19 -0400

Google it! Thats what I do. :)

Who is your favorite adventure time character? Is it me?

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 01:21:04 -0400

Don’t know you.

Juicing: Day 4

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 01:20:00 -0400

8:00am - Woke up with a sore throat + much too late to make juice this morning. Grabbed an apple and a bag of carrots. Got a large coffee at McDonalds on my way to help sooth my throat.

11:30pm - Today I had an apple, two steak onion and cilantro fresh tacos, mango nectar juice, carrots, strawberries, a fiber one bar and a juice at night of 2 apples, 2 kiwis, 1/2 lemon, huge bunch of kale, + 1/4 cucumber. Nom city.

Pretty good. Got some cleaning cardio in there, too. Organized closets at church and then cleaned my entire room tonight. :) time to pass out. Can’t believe I’m on day five tomorrow!

Juice Cleanse: Days 1-3

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 22:57:59 -0400

I bought a juicer on Groupon last month.
Like at least six months, I believe, my mom & I watched a documentary called “Fat, Sick & Nearly Dead” about a guy who had a chronic rash-type disease, was overweight and decided to juice for 30 days and document his journey.
That inspired me, and also the fact that it was on Groupon inspired me.

I bought a juicer on Groupon.
AND BOY DOES IT MAKE YUMMY STUFFZ!

Ever since Saturday evening, I’ve been juicing!
I bought $40 of fruits + veggies for the week & started looking up recipes.
I usually just googled a fruit I liked plus the word juicing and I found tons of results.

Studies have shown that if you take a juice cleanse- you will feel more energized, have minimal groggy mid-day moments, and ultimately… you’ll be full!

Now, I have a super busy schedule so I wasn’t able to stick to JUST juice… I don’t think that I weened off enough the week prior to help my body anticipate what was coming. I did not feel well. I felt full, and wasn’t ever hungry.. but my stomach just wasn’t agreeing. I will take a guess that this may be because of certain combinations of foods that I was putting together… but who knows really. So I switched from juicing when I could (aka: when I was ACTUALLY home.. this was another reason I couldn’t juice all day everyday), eating raw fruits and veggies, nuts, lemonade, + lots + lots of water.

On day 3 and I’m feeling well!
I will not weigh myself until next Sunday… because that will have been a full seven days, which is my end goal. If I lose weight, I lose weight.. but I just want to cleanse my body to start eating healthier. Because once I’m on the right track in that sense- working out a routine of total health transformation can slowly begin to take it’s course in due time.
I like the way that I feel… I’m honestly not hungry at all. I don’t really “crave” any like other food, but when I see it- I do want to cheat. But I know that if I do I will sooooo regret it. And at the end of the day when I’ve resisted it all- I am so proud of myself.

^ 10 Strawberries, 1 pear, 1 orange

^ 1/2 of a pineapple, handful of carrots, 1 apple, 1 stalk of celery

^ 1/2 cucumber, 1/2 lemon, handful of carrots, 1 stalk of celery, 1 apple

^ a lot of strawberries, half a lemon (SOOOO strong, used water to dilute it)

77mockingbirds: solitude on We Heart It....

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 22:13:19 -0400

77mockingbirds:

solitude on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/33952396

tyleroakley:

Thu, 26 Jul 2012 22:39:25 -0400

tyleroakley: